Winter In Maryland
All winter, the snow shining, I walked to school in a long green Overcoat, hands deep In my pockets, with sense enough To know this phase of my life Would soon be over; and while school And teachers were useless, It was an evil necessary to please My parents and the truant officer. Well, I’ve changed my opinion Not one whit since, and while The pleading and beatings have stopped, And my father’s belt is not so easy now For him to take off, I would rather Have remained the child Weighing the risks of skipping To the drudgery of the classroom, Than to grow up, Armed with math and history, In a world where the only true path To wisdom is the one We haven’t yet taken ourselves.
Nightfire
Tonight, a transparent red wood Shifts itself over the coals As we sit on a smoke-blackened stone, The wind a light rasp which drifts Through the maple limbs And arcs around our backs. We’re sad, the two of us, And I can’t say I know what the trouble is: Why Orion descends slowly toward dawn Without its former excitement; Why there is a time for words, and another Time when words speak only to themselves . . . It must come down To silence sometimes; a moment when we turn Toward each other under the night, its empire Of stars, and find we have nowhere else to look But to ourselves for warmth and light. The earth turns night Toward us, all its stars unnailed and pointing.
The Swamp
Bullheads swam in the slow Black water of the swamp near Longridge, And we hedged its dank grass and cattails With our boots on and stripped saplings Long enough to balance us on the slick logs We’d layed down as bridges to its dry banks. Yet, the years went the way of years, And bulldozers choked up the creek That fed the swamp, and its mire Dried to a flat husk of mud Soon paved with red earth and gravel, And builders tacked up houses With pine struts, shingles, and drywall Thin enough to punch a hand through. But those houses still stand, And I think now I was never eleven, Restless, bored, and growing; That there was never a swamp at all, But a landscape of sod lawns and asphalt Too hard to sink a boot through; And looking back now at those houses, I hear my childhood nickname being called From the marsh grass which once grew there, And while that voice circles the evening air, I’m thinking that it’s my own voice, And I’m thinking now that I never grew.