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We are celebrating the release of Frederick Joseph’s first book of poetry, We Alive, Beloved, out now from Row House Publishing. Frederick’s new poetry collection seeks to find joy in moments of difficulty whether through illuminating the beauty of being Black, highlighting the hope that can be found in childhood, or by sharing intimate truths revealed on a mental-health journey. Order your copy here.
The Sun has made a contribution to the Juneteenth Give Back Fund, a campaign by We Have Stories, a nonprofit founded by Frederick. We invite readers to join us in supporting this effort to provide essential resources to Black families in need.
I learned to breathe in my grandmother’s kitchen despite life sitting on my chest. Scent of cast-iron skillet seasoned by sunrises and ancestors’ touch. Gospels of sizzling grease and bubbling greens my uncle called hallelujah and amen. Wallpaper aged like the wrinkled faces of generations sitting at her table, arguing over cards and gossiping over cognac. Grandmommy’s kitchen, where on shattered days, when the world was crumbling, when she forged forward with the pennies and dust America gave her, I learned to fill my lungs with survival. Grandmommy’s kitchen had soul, but I wished for luxury, like my classmates’ kitchens, like sitcom kitchens, like kitchens that fed kids not worried about light bills. In the aisles of the unwanted, she bought soda gone stale: labeled with a bargain’s grace, flat as the depleted smile of penny-pinching resilience. But in her hands, the deserted became an idea—a diamond for joy’s crown. In the confines of her humble freezer that soda surrendered to cold’s gentle grasp. My maker of miracles—my alchemist— transforming the unimpressive into glimmers, gifting me something more than survival. With a blender whirring a symphony of ingenuity, flat soda became a slushie—a frost-kissed wonder. Luxury coaxed from the discarded. More than a frozen treat, she shared a lesson: how to breathe in more life than you’ve been given.
A different version of this poem appears in We Alive, Beloved. Copyright © 2024 by Frederick Joseph.
Frederick Joseph is a two-time New York Times bestselling author. Frederick’s books include his new poetry collection, We Alive, Beloved, two books of nonfiction, Patriarchy Blues and The Black Friend, a collaboration, Better Than We Found It, and a children’s book, Black Panther, Wakanda Forever: The Courage to Dream. Frederick was recently honored with a 2024 Black Girl Magic Ally Award and a 2023 Malcolm X & Dr. Betty Shabazz Vanguard Award. He has been a featured speaker at the UN HeForShe Summit and has worked with Fortune 500 companies and presidential candidates on their DEI efforts. He lives in New York City.
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