We were making love and it was a solid thing, a garden made of breath, a city of caresses. We were making love, even though it would disappear each time we made it and have to be made over and over again, the way God, abiding, renews the world, every ragged leaf and blade of it. I admit I was making you, a man, from dreams and spittle, from the nothingness we both sprang out of. I could visualize you tucked and ready to slide down the chute of your mother into this world of pain and plum trees, waterfalls and volcanoes. I had been waiting years for you, even in the rain. We were making love, melting ourselves down in that crucible, smooth, soaked, flushed, sparkling. Already I’d forgotten what year it was. Already I’d forgotten all the lovers who’d failed me, all those whom I had failed. You don’t have to tell me now how the floodwaters were already rising, the house slipping from its shaky foundation, off-course meteors aiming directly at the cleft in the valley of the heart. How when I said I was willing to throw everything into that fire, the fire heard me and laughed.